As I take notice of time, the years passing by, I realize something happened.
We were together. We became strangers. We are now worlds apart.
You broke your promises. You sellotaped my life so you could drive it from what you believed was right.
I fell on my knees. I assumed you’re right. I let you decide what was good or bad. For me.
You took my heart, you made it hard. You made my dreams look crazy. You made me cry – so many times.
I let you play with my emotions. I let myself get starved of protection. Of affection.
You lied. You accused me of making you sound like a bad – mad man.
I found no peace in being your girl, your wife. I found no solace in your arms.
Today, I come to confess my crime.
I accused fear and the fact that you took me in your spiderweb of mixed feelings.
I did not want to acknowledge that I only fell in love with you.
How bad it is to realize you loved a shadow, a ghostly guy, somebody who made you look dull, without soul!
Love is gone.
I am free from the past.
I can be me.
I embrace life.